The old man yearned to feel as innocent as a child but he didn't realize that the feeling was just a conversation away with the God who made him innocent. It was simply to agree with Him with what displeased Him; his maker. You could have all the love in the world with your wife in the safety of that relationship but your world won't allow it and says they will call you a boy or small if you think that way. Well, it's up to you. You could just write it on a piece of paper that you were with ten women last weekend since the people from whom you seek social acceptance may kill you. Your wife may kill you as well since she wants you to be faithful but feel a certain way when you walk around in her neighborhood. Do you understand? So what are you going to do but kill your son that does not make you feel judged but you judge yourself since he doesn't want to have sex with every female who asks? You have disease because you say yes and you want to pass it on to him. Yet, you are yearning to feel innocent. Maybe your son wrote it down that he was with 10 females but his girlfriend is really intuitive and thought he cheated so she almost didn't make dinner this weekend. But, she loves him. So. Leave her kitchen alone since you think he might be trying to be something in being faithful with one woman. It's the bible you feel in his intentions and direction. Does it feel like authority as he hopes it? You are seeing yourself but without the fear to displease a whore mongering community and to be satisfied with a little but really, it's the good and bountiful.