Common goods for common solutions-Here now!

Common goals to common problems need common solutions.  Otherwise, the result is conflict. Examples from history of the progress allowing movements forward arising from the common solutions include Duncan Hines Eggless pancake mix, standard gauge railway tracks, coal burning steam train engines instead of wood burning engines (we needed the trees to breath) and unleaded gasoline in addition to standard type needles to be donated to recovering heroin addicts and pornography for those who fail to address their failures in intimacy. There may be no law against it but is pornography a harmless passtime?  There may be no law against it but is it wrong to take Lindt chocolate that does not belong to you? Does lead cause environmental degradation and poison children if it is in paint used to decorate mattel toys? Is it lawful to help a friend? Is it ok to borrow money from a friend? Would this borrowing of funds, if in fact borrowed with or under friendly mutual helpful intent, be consistent with a robbery with violence or meaningful threats( to be differentiated from playful banter or horseplay as common to hockey playing Pre-Med College girls or basketball playing ROTC-type boys from Indiana...hmm)?  Are you too young to decide to return a wallet left behind on a cafeteria table or at the football pitch/hockey rink and to avoid troubled teens who are not your friends( who do not lend you little money) over more than a year's period? What is in the syllabus for that ROTC-type 14-15 year old?  Can he read a Driver's Licence/Road Safety-type manual in english if not both french and english? Ok?  It it ok?   Tide Cold Water is also an example of the common solution as it is three times(3x) more efficient than regular laundry soap and saves water. It could also include using steel hulls instead of iron hulls as steel is more sturdy against perforations; get it?  That's why I wear Leviathan shoes(TM) by Loakes.  They come with the rugged well stitched welted sole( as opposed to soul) with an eternal finish that rests in the one notion; do unto others as you want them to do unto you and build good shoes for everyone; Leviathan Shoes(TM) today. Wear these and you will feel love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness and gentleness( This is not a take on Galatians 5:22). Just try yours today. These Leviathan shoes(TM) are a construct from input from millions of interested clients who wanted a shoe that satisfied their sole need for something that reflected their beliefs. In particular, they want a shoe and sole that leads to and reflects their belief in life, liberty, health and property.  The shoes rest on ten commandments for production and if any commandment is broken in the construction process, the manager for the company is let go.  Otherwise, the Leviathan(TM) shoes aren't worth making and the millions of customers will simply disband the company as every customer is also a shareholder.  This is the contract or charter to which they have agreed and that is the solution for good Leviathan Shoes. It could not be any other way since all that these shoes can promise us is a sole, in spite of the eternal finish, that lasts for three score and ten. Do you understand? Try it today.      

Jazz as a Timeless Classic New World musical Art Form

There is a new article in the Atlantic Monthly which provokes the music fan to consider the life of Jazz as a musical genre.  We will review this article but before I do that, let me review a few songs from the group "Tom and Joyce" and also a few new songs from artists like the group Groove Collective.  I wonder if Frankie Beverley and Maze counts as Jazz let alone new songs from that Michael Bubbly or is it Effervescent?  I can't remember but he sings really nice new and old songs that I like to listen to on the radio. He is a happy singer. I believe there is also a jazz festival scheduled in every respectable city for the next year or two at minimum with the sole purpose of inviting tourists to attend the poorly managed environs with angry civil servants, transit staff and police who are never thankful for their pensions it seems.  I hear they are getting new coin counting fare boxes soon which should help to increase revenue by a few million and keep yearly increases to fares low or negligible.  Take care and God bless!
The real issue, as an aside, is not the end of Jazz as the article points out quite clearly but the changes in inspiration for more improvisation and musical elaboration.  Jazz was initially a melding of various old-world musical styles known popularly as classical music ( Chopin and Bach) with the new world and its tempo for spontaneity and syncopation from the various hot beds in the south and marshmellows with chitlin https://www.google.ca/search?q=chitlin&hl=en&safe=off&tbo=u&tbm=isch&source=univ&sa=X&ei=RqTSUMLgD7Ps2AWV7oHoDw&ved=0CEgQsAQ&biw=1024&bih=571camp   fires. This is not to forget the rhythms from the latin-influenced countries in the Caribbean and the Mexican Mariachi bands.  A  lot of Black Americans met some friends while building the Panama canal so the original source of Jazz was essentially cultural and cultural melding burnished with  the human desire for spontaneous and individual expressions.  Jerry Lee Louis knows along with Chet Baker.
At this stage, the source of jazz was the same as it is now.  David Brubeck knows as one can see in listening to "Pick Up Sticks" or "Blue Rondo" or uh "Take five".  The song books are just that; song books and evidently anyone is welcome to read them after an original song like "Night in Tunisia" is written and included within the book but the song book is not the source of the music but a depository for these original expressions and record for all posterity.  Listen to Incognito and Marcos Valle and St. Germain which are considered either jazz, jazz fusion, latin jazz(sometimes) or acid jazz artists.  At best, the song book is a good source for the uninspired song writer who will take the risk of infringing on copyright in his efforts to reinterpret.  The real source for Jazz, like  the wheel, penicillin, and Hydrogen fuel for uh trains and air planes and rockets and vehicles, is God -inspired human ingenuity   This is the genius of rappers who pay copyright for using Herb Alpert's music and rhythms in songs patched together successfully by engineers working with wealthy and happy, ingenious, tall, muscular rappers like Notorious B.I.G..   Come on now?  Anyway, here is a new article by the employer, I mean the Atlantic, on World War II. What we can tell from reading it and the real comments of those who experienced it as contained within the article's summary is the following: Hitler did not send his U-boats to the coast of England to prevent all those supply ships coming in. He did not close down the airstrips used for Allied landing and he did not establish a permanent beach head in Calais or even the Isle of White or Jersey.  He was a good employee according to many historians who authored this article  and provided these summaries.  The link is here below.     


http://www.theatlantic.com/infocus/2011/07/world-war-ii-the-battle-of-britain/100102/

Warren A. Lyon

Learning to Love Me-by Marinade Trest

Learning to love oneself goes beyond attention-seeking both positive and negative.  There was a time when a lack of love could manifest in several ways such as a positive acceptance performance syndrome centred on fitting in to some achievement-system of approval where you did not have any input on what was considered worthy of approval or  the accolade so as to obtain approval.
People got upset at Solomon as well as Jesus for getting it right. But what about Solomon's teacher?
In some cultures, a book was enough or a good crop. It could have been the birth of a child or just good character and hard works.

The question is what did Jesus consider as worthy of approval and from whom did Jesus seek approval?  In fact, Reverend J. J Carter-Henry is my direct ancestor and I am very proud of him and the way in which he sought approval. 

In some cultures, if you choose to seek acceptance from within the earth-centred or geographical definitions of approval as delineated within that jurisdiction you may find that approval is based on having male children only and if you travel to that locale with your three female children and a wife of relatively symmetrical looks, they may laugh at you with your gold card and remind you at the hotel desk that you only have three girls.  A picture of a lama with a multi-coloured blanket is on the wall with a wooden-flute being played by a man with a hat on the other wall and there is a picture of relics from  a conquistador on the other wall. Cortes knows. You chose the Marriot in that locale for a reason since you are a Mormon. You are quite approved of back home in Utah with your one wife in spite of  the socially-accepted leave to have at least three.

Most importantly, if a church officer does you wrong does it mean every officer should be counted as a whoremonger? It may depend on the doctrine of the church. But, John 17 should be enough doctrine so "..study the law son", I was told. Wade, Wade, Wade in the water for baptism as with the words of John the Baptist; Matthew 12. So, receiving love is the issue and God did say He loves you. You may have been "wired" like a cheap old nokia phone to be abused. The new ones run on Windows software( phew-that was close!).   Read Psalms 27:10 again.  You might have been abandoned like Joseph and always wanted to believe you would find someone who would never leave you.  I wonder why Jesus said he would never leave nor forsake you (probably it was to answer some great need as determined by new experiences in a city(town)-based world quite different from the nomadic realities of his forebears where there was previously always a willing hand or suckle( remembering her own abandonment as her mother dies of disease or in  birth) to carry you on into your childbearing existence where you could get your own social assistance( 1970's welfare is  a modern example etc) or until you were old enough to find a faithful blacksmith or farmer to apprentice you and you could earn enough to by your own seed and a plot)? Jacob knows.  The truth is you may have been "wired" to be abused.  There was a 15th century writer who sat next to Desidirus Erasmus and sought to pervert the purposes of order quite deceptively. His name was Ashton Ball.  The one book that he wrote was entitled " Hatred of a brother from a different Mother and other lessons from Cain" while Desidirus wrote "My Brother's Keeper and lessons from Moses."  it is said of Jesus'  that He was tempted three times in the wilderness after baptism.  It is said of Joseph that he was tempted at least one time that we know of in his master's house; a wilderness of sorts. It is said that the third temptation in Matthew 4 is the temptation that is synonymous with the covenant as seen in any masonic ritual ( " If you bow down, I(the devil) will...") or witchcraft.  But, Jesus came that you should live life and life more abundantly. Read Psalms 50, Psalms 1 and Hebrews 2; not a bad deal. It is a pretty good deal such that church on Sunday for at least ten minutes is like a manufacturer's refurbishment.  The refurbished is always better than brand new because they made it twice(like born again); right and maybe spruced it up so its just like brand new; impressive! Church is the manufacturer's refurbishment depot. Did you ever wonder why the after school special on ABC always felt like church on Sunday or Sunday School?  It is simple enough for a child to understand. We must become like fools to become wise( google that!).  Now, you might date someone soon as a young man or woman and as I explained to an old friend of mine from high school ( he is not so well right now), you can't take responsibility for the way in which someone was brought up but you can decide to treat them in the best way possible if they will let you.  Some people have been raised to believe that a person is not worthy of respect unless they are overtly abusive and aggressive in personality.  This is not your fault.  You might have been raised to believe that a person is not worthy of respect unless they can reciprocate kindness without fear or without doubt that kindness is as masculine as a swiss chocolate, a bottle of Grolsch beer, a rose, an upholstery shop or a carpenter's shop.  You were raised with chopsticks and they were raised with a good American fork without a knife. If you can't see eye to eye, eat where you want and bring along that pretty girl young man who, in fact, agrees.  Now, if your father is a loving Norsman pastor he might try and sleep with your girlfriend/wife and succeed but this is his culture just to see if she is trustworthy and worth his kindness in the house. it is also to see whether you are really his son because if you are, he should feel ashamed if not for the fornication alone but for what is, in fact, incestous.  You  already had relations with her at least 59 times(see Isaiah 59) for at least twenty minutes because you do not look at those dirty playing cards or anything like that; just GQ magazine with the odd farm-like nice neighborhood, good conversation woman model but nothing more and who knows what is in next month's issue.  Next month's issue feels like Architectural Digest but with more suits and watches, bible quotes and health tips maybe.  Pastor has to look good. Read HeMotions by T.D. Jakes; innit?  So, if she is not ill from guilt and shame after relations with him for $40.00, give her a chance.  It did not affect you because he fizzled after 34 seconds. His motive could not have been pleasure but he's a man; right? Anyway, you could also let her go with a good conscience because she just feels shamed and duplicitous now and she should not be trusted with his gold plated treadmill; to even turn it on or off. It is too dear. You get the point though. She is who she said she is for $40.00.  The question was just the fee. Use good marinade in the kielbasa sausages.  Let us take a break but I must tell you that you are very strong.  You can have it your way like Burger King or you can read Job 31, Matthew 7:23-29 and Matthew 19 having  it God's way. Last of all, you may have a gift but after only reading one book of the bible from cover to cover only once in your life, you have no understanding and it shows in your anger. You are the blind leading the blind.  You read the pictures only but not the text and you speak it well. We have met you before as a Jade Fox (Youtube it) or Jim Jones( Youtube it) desiring your own flock you say but not submitting to long term training or teaching with anyone even if it was a  free course and your pattern is to accuse anyone who showed you a little belief in your gift. But, you smile really well and you wear expensive cologne purchased at the discount place for $7.99 in the tester boxes. That's ok.  That's ok. You could also google Anakin Skywalker for fun and understand that type of character. Check it out but in some things, being an expert means recognising that you are an eternal student.  The best way to learn though is with a plan, a syllabus, a lesson book, a course book, a program and regular attendance or a simple commitment to regular reading and submission because reading is not enough that is why some hear but do not hear and some see but still do not see. Read and submit. Submit means build on it as in Matthew 7.  Acts 8 shows us an excited Eunuch who heard two chapters of Isaiah from an Apostle and he could not wait to share the good news.  The woman at the well spoke to Jesus for five minutes and could not help but run to the city to tell everyone all about Him. She was ready to share the truth but maybe not ready to disciple anyone because she still had five husbands and the one she was with was not her own. He might have been but she kept looking for a better man and God was sure to answer. The next husband ( better man) was going to have green chariot with 18 inch wheels with a jaguar cat painted on it as the chariot builder's emblem; get it?  So share the truth. The truth will set you free and abuse your boyfriend from Cheektowaga in the private of your home but try and hide it for the sake of the gospel.  Here is a trick question and you can fill in the blanks based on 1st Timothy 3: 6.  He must not be a_______convert, or he may become______ and _____under the same judgment as the_____.  Tell me next week and you will get at least a life saver for showing up and two life savers  if you fill in all the blanks.  The question is who will help you to break your habit of blame shifting because a lot of people know you now and it is always someone else to answer for your decision including the two burned buns you took out of the oven.   Maybe you should at least read that one book once a week.  That would help because right now, you have too many ways before Him. Take your ministry and go. One plants the seed, another waters it but it is God who causes the growth.   I have a good female friend and wife and a new student coming now who needs my emotions. It's just that if you can't wait two minutes for your husband, how can you be married for 28 years? Remember also that the train runs on the same day as the Santa Claus parade inWeedjax( in Holland) or is it OSSDJAX and you never know where they might put the detours three minutes from the train station on that day; eh?  Judge yourself then and hopefully your husband will rush to get there with the leaks and pickles he picked up from your favorite supermarket called Egypt Frills or Gomorra Frills. He told you, as God said,  not to look back. About forgiveness, maybe you can do more than store that parent's or relative's old flutes or paintings in the house now that they passed on. Keep them and decorate if you want but let go of recalling to every husband all the hurtful things that parent did maybe and try writing "thank you for the icecream and english grammar book" at the back of at least one painting. The truth is that it is by grace that you have been saved by faith.  You are almost perfect like the man you want to meet, so why not also give some grace as you also wish to receive grace.  He was not rude about your burned chicken casserole and tofu burgers or was it Chavez chipotle that you made with your sister's who you were looking for in the line rather but you were not in the line such that anyone should tell you to go to the back and assault you with a simple touching on the arm while you trying to explain your presence; right?  Now go to church every Sunday if you can and bring that chipotle for the dip during coffee time and if you miss a Sunday for a full day of rest with God or catching up on work, do not let anyone judge you. Missing one  or Sundays out of 52 is not too bad then.   The truth is that maybe there is no afterlife after all and religious freedom or freedom of conscience is just meaningless.  You should not have the freedom to say no to joining the Carpenter's or Free Plumbers or Free Bricklayers or the Baker's club instead of the Rotary Club.  What was the name of that other club that claims to be associated with Chivalrous Knights who also used to raid the Priest's temples for goodies?  Well, according to those who put an end to the Spanish inquisition that freedom to choose and to congregate is a fundamental tenet of any civil society. I should be able to choose what club I would like to join; if any.  I graduated from grade school in grade 13 for that freedom of conscience. Do you understand or did you not read the local tabloid?  But, my freedom in one group does not give me the right to steal or burn the bibles of some other group or to abuse my neighbor for not agreeing with my version of the gospel.  I like the John 17 version as sponsored by many Jehovah Witnesses, Pentecostals and Baptists.  One thing that keeps them unified is that Christ died for something significant and rose again for something significant.  No group by the name Baptist or Pentecostal or Jehovah Witness existed on the day He rose except the group called Disciples and Disciples' Followers according to John 17.  Ok? But for this truth, Robin Hood and King John would not have worked together so well.  It's not ok. But, we will always have anomalies such as South Central Los Angeles apparently and big cities such as Seattle where marital fidelity is not cherished so much. All of this may come to your realisation as you sit on the streetcar alone and while you watch psychology videos in your public housing apartment on the power of self-forgiveness and you realise you have let go of every person of the opposite gender who you seemed to appreciate only for money, attention and gratification but not for the person.  The question now is who will you seek to use next? At least, you are quite consistent in the manner that you bend down to fetch your trinkets left for you at the front door of your public housing building.  The question is, what did you really want because it seems that you got a few trinkets for bending down.  

When you find someone who really loves you, you could say to yourself that you will appreciate them or you could find another response. But, why would you want to show a response other than appreciation except that you did not believe you are lovable?  In the same vain, one might not understand why Cain killed Abel. They both sought approval and both showed the capacity to hear God and to respond.  Both had the opportunity for approval if not on the first go but maybe on the first go the second time around or on the fourth. I think Jesus explained it well in the parable of the Rock and Sand. He said something about building on the word and hearing-See Matthew 7. There were two foundations and Abel seems to have sought the word for approval and Cain sought himself.  The end result is that Abel could cash his result in the bank of eternity while Cain's produce came back with a note that read " insufficient". As Joseph said,  in Genesis " I am not God" nor did he pretend to be and when it came down to making a choice, he believed God would provide and chose to believe what God said about him.  You may have been "wired" to be abused and the only life-partners you seem to choose are those who abuse you. But, the gifts of God are without repentance. If Cain and Abel both had some gift, it seems that one brother submitted his gift to God for approval while the other did not.  This is the God that Jacob encountered and in whom Joseph maintained his faith from an early age.  Now Joseph was abandoned at 11 roughly and you might have been abandoned at 2 or 3 or maybe 1.  Pastor James Robison was born as the product of a rape and his mother gave birth to him and many lives have been blessed and touched because of his mother's faith and respect in the dignity of human life.
It is rumoured that when Solomon wrote Proverbs 2 and 7, he reflected on his ancestor's experience in Potiphar's house with Potiphar's wife.  If you had to communicate something for many generations, you could put a carving on a cave wall or you could just choose a line of faithful communicators who would hand it down and go out into all the world and just whisper it in the smoke filled rooms, the desert oasis or the markets of the east or whereever they may journey over time.  After that, you could put it in papyrus and then they could read it once a week at home or in a big place like a football dome where everyone is invited to attend and give an offering or the best shekel of wheat or the best little lamb. It did not matter as to the darkness https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aQC08eCVq8U&feature=related
of the papyrus paper used.  Click here; ok?:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aQC08eCVq8U&feature=related

See matthew 7:24-27: http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew+7%3A24-27&version=NIV   

Marinade Trest was the name of a French actor who, for money, disrobed in front of cameras to titillate men who did not have farms.  This was shunned. Ms. Trest did not come from much and was quite insecure although she did have symmetrical facial features and was quite popular around 1911; the year Dr. Diesel showcased the workings of his efficient engine at the Paris World fair.  Her experience is just a footnote and she also went by other names alongside the hotentot http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=hotentot+venus&oq=hotentot+venus&gs_l=youtube.3...1031.3718.0.4343.6.4.0.0.0.0.469.876.0j3j4-1.4.0...0.0...1ac.1.hG-BGp9JkCs  woman from Africa http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tpa15f6xnRM&feature=relatedwho was also showcased in Paris during more experimental times with our new understandings of order and freedom.  Ms. Trest became quite popular for her shenanigans and while law and order remained unaltered as nothing was new under the sun, the goal soon became to avoid Merinade Trest if one was to enjoy commodious living. She seemed to think everything was about her, her perceived and heightened sense of offence, resentment for anyone who did hard work and her efforts to avoid an old Grandmother who rejected  her for being too thin.  This Grandmother happened to carry a bible as well. Ms. Trest and her anger had the tendency to lead many astray although she could offer you a gold wrapped cookie if you would bend down.

 In the final analysis, one of the greatest lessons of God's forgiveness as in Romans 8 is that once you have received it, it works in an instant like Mr. Clean's Magic Eraser; try it!  You have cast your care and your burden(inclusive of guilt) on Him and there is no point in holding on to the pride of self-chastisement which is contrary to humility; a humility that receives God's work on the Cross where he took your burden.  It's like that credit card where they tell you to ask what's in your wallet or that it's priceless and it's free. Apparently, it is the same as a child trusting a man in a red suit and beard not to mistreat you in giving you a free candy cane and trinket or receiving a faith in an invisible grandfather or a force; get it? Like Yoda said, you must unlearn what you have learned and turn off the laser guidance system. See Galatians 5:25.  Remember Isaiah 61 and that the power of God is the power to forgive. It is said in a play by John Milton that Lucifer the angel became Satan in that he was too proud to accept God's forgiveness and kept on saying " I am not worthy." He denied God's power to forgive when presented. Apparently, Hitler said the same thing quite a bit in private when he was recycling his girlfriend's gingerale and brownies.  This does not mean you should shake your fist at God wilfully and expect a hug.  Your heart to receive forgiveness must be like that of the prodigal son where you sincerely come to yourself and turn home.  This was Moses' encounter at the burning bush. Moses like Satan could have said "no" and he could have kept on walking, bringing his rebellion with him wherever he went.  The abominable sin is to deny the power of the Holy Ghost. This includes the denial of God's power to forgive which is essentially tantamount to one walking around in a spirit of self-condemnation. So uh go and sin no more( John 8: 1-11) or in the alternative, take up the stones and stone yourself.
 
   

Charles Sumner, P. Manly Hall, Eldridge Cleaver and Earnest Holmes

These four men had one thing in common.  They respected the wise advice that one should know himself; and that knowing himself will enable him to  not only save himself but anyone who hears him.  Manly Hall had it clear when he said that "...you are only who you are" and this is all that precedes you into eternity.  Who you are is determined by how you respond to life's opportunities.  Do you choose in the moment to seek that eternal approval (Proverbs 3:5-6)that may not fit the voice of that High School Crowd you have been following since 15? Manly Hall was a little confused in the end but his teaching in the early days was equivalent to a good grade 8 pep talk at a public school for a good farm community with corn fields all around.  Here; see this:  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G636EcXRxxE        

That is why I like hydrogen fuel systems. It is now the "voice of the crowd" since it is soo efficient(3 x more efficient than regular gasoline and 2 x more efficient than diesel) and God likes it too since its clean and saves his planet and creation; not a bad idea at all.

That eternal voice may have said to bridle your tongue(James 1:26) as in the book of James and it may have said to treat others as you wish to be treated; this includes your "man".  It may have also said to do unto others as you would wish them to do unto you but I could be mistaken. What did it say again if you could not read?  There is no equivocation in the word but a double minded person is unstable  and just soo hard to tolerate.

Hydrogen is just as good of an idea as Tide Cold Water and simple enough for a child to comprehend. 

The four men mentioned above had excellent skills for observation.  Charles Sumner http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x77oehivPXE&feature=related     was a hero in his own right and spent a lot of time working at the truth and avoidance of illness as did Wilberforce.  There is a documentary on Charles Sumner coming soon as well as a long form article. It will help you heal. 

Now, turn the "dial" all the way to Romans 8 and away from "yourself".  The fruit of the spirit is Love joy, peace, patience, kindness and gentleness(Galatians 5:22).  If you want more fruit of the spirit, ask for more of the Holy Ghost( John 20).  You have your choice of sides just like Sonic. 

Enjoy Yourselves.

The man with one wife, a church and five parishioners to uh assist when his wife was not around judged  the man and his decision to have one betrothal and ceremony someday.  The man also co-heired with the wife of the man with his one betrothal. Who is the father?  Well, enjoy yourself.  A story like this is as old as the bible itself. Now, even though David sinned you do not have to make his mistake your own mistake.  You could choose to follow Jonah.  What is the difference between Jonah and David in terms of making a mistake? Were both mistakes sincere mistakes? Did both repent?  You could choose to be like a Joseph and say what Joseph  said. He said  "...How can I do this thing and..."  What did Joseph say?    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jijliUKdXCs&feature=related

It is as old as the bible itself. Read Cornelius' testimony and remember that one lesson from the "Gladiator" movie is that Roman soldiers could be killed rightly or wrongly by their superiors in spite of their loyalty and their dilligent hard work at the front; holding on to the line or lines.  Isn't that interesting.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jijliUKdXCs&feature=related.  Your neighbours might rub their front bottom end door posts while they think about you but you asked your husband  for the pleasure of washing his because you say you love him soo much.  His phone is on 24 hours a day because of your incessant love and he is afraid to turn it off when it comes time to charge it.  You only express yourself with ten text messages and you say you want to feel secure with him but he tends to be too clean feeling you said.  His bottom end door post is Clean and free of sap from the wood. Boy, didn't you love him yesterday as you might not be able to see him again; ever because of your culture.  Just follow the herd and if a female says a courteous "hello" to him as part of her job description as a porter in a hotel, he will do his best to ignore his social graces and ignore the "hello" to make you feel secure.  He would prefer a fat or skinny woman at peace with herself.  He would prefer a woman of any description who is at peace and secure in herself. Just keep preaching it and his watering of the seed is done and done again  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YcsgdThihE4.  So, you were my favourite friend in High School after my second year; remember?  We had coffee in the University cafeteria after track practise on the hill just after our track practises were over working out on the benches; get it?   You understand that expression of the double confirmation-1st Corinthians 3:7.  I think your uncle or sister named Spring planted it in when she wanted to go church just before the older Uncle passed on. What did your family say?  Read Psalms 27:10.  After all is said and done, this one lesson in life from your mother when I was 18 years old is clear: 

Life is not always easy and truly, it can be said that not every person is your friend.  This may include the crazy girl who says she loves you when she is really trying to hold on to you as a security blanket like some infant cretan.   Your mother taught me this in one of the many conversations where she encouraged me. In addition, you taught me that every human being is "human" enough to be hated by another human being.     

You should forgive your mother for letting your other family adopt you at three.  Forgiveness is the way in.  His family sent him away.  See Genesis 50:19 and your uncle's nephew thanks you for vetting all of his potential wives. In this day and age, a lot of people suffer from approval addiction and they are just "fairweather" additions to the family. Keep climbing and shining knowing you can count on Jesus. Because, his cell phone is always charged up so call Jesus then on the main line.  This is also true when your husband is charging the battery on his phone and it might be turned off. 
   
Read 1st John and Peter slowly and  2nd Peter slowly. If in doubt, turn on the audio version from youtube and let it blare if you struggle to hear it best and listen slowly.  This is of chief importance. Also, read Psalms 1, Proverbs 1 and Job 31 slowly.  You will see that if approval addiction is the real issue, you will always have the bulging eyes to look at you if you do something outrageous with your coats off while licking a popsicle. It's that simple; really now?  You could also get a big retriever called Feddy or Fendi and he won't care. He will follow and support you to do whatever you need.  He really will. He needs what you can do for him.  It is better to have little with thankfulness or you can have what you prayed for with thankfulness.  What did you pray for and did you get the answer at anytime?  Review and you will see that you changed your prayer so many times so accept Feddy. He is a good dog.





Here we go.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zMFNh5wVLV8 .

Take all day!

You can pray "...Lord heal me of my broken emotions so I can stop playing games of abuse with a father who is no longer here to impact me unless I let him." The Abused girl culture is quite profound. But Jesus is a mighty Counsellor and Prince of Peace. He's all you need until you heal.  Take all day.  You just joined  a new church and you are really pretty. You remind him of his video girl idol; the man who sat behind you on your first Sunday; not the Sunday school teacher graduate.  He already saw your weak willed proclivity and he is on to you. That Sunday school teacher is watching the "Kingdom of Heaven" by Ridley Scott; forget about what you think of him as some typecast bible thumper.  He sees the bible as a sword or pillow for his head; you get it?  The guy who sat behind you just left his wife and is at least honest about his need for the healin' of the gospel and the power of forgiveness as the opening to emotional healing.  You cannot heal if you do not forgive.  Jesus is the mighty counsellor and the Prince of peace.  But, right now the guy behind you is convinced it is love at first sight. It is.  He is in love with his idol and you look just like her with the similar curvatures in his mindsetting and that is about it.  He is not healed yet and was a previous hallway standup relief with a little exciting pill mixed in addict in spite of his wife and children at home who are not with him but with grandma. But, this has to be his love at first sight and you had an abusive daddy although you are really "video girl" looking. So, you need to feel love you said and he wants to love. His name is Buck and he likes to wash cups.  He is determined to be a missionary and has the courage for it but you cannot really marry an idol. Buck is your idol as well until you feel more love elsewhere from someone who can counsel in reverse to leave Buck for that "love" or really lust you need. But, it feels like love.  You cannot marry an idol because once a thread on the suit goes loose or the flab sets in, the picture is just as frail as the frame in which it sits. You married a picture; not a person who is subject to the changing fortunes and vicissitudes of time. The work and character of the spirit in him is timeless though.  The next girl who needs to feel "love" to go along with him on the mission trip to Port Cope will marry him for his timeless, Godly virtues.  Shakespeare said, "...frailty thy name is woman" but every human is frail if their life and mind is not rested and housed upon the rock;' Matthew 7.  All other ground is sinking sand.  New convert girl, sit down and wait a while and just pray although you are itching. Pray for a man who can help you be conformed unto the image of his son as in Romans 8. Pray also maybe (yah?)for a man who is also a good friend with whom you can have children and grow together.  Wait for the answer. See Psalms 27 in the last verse if you want.  There's a secret ingredient there.  You have been called chosen and predestined for that purpose or else you'll be getting married every Sunday to every man in church who is happy you need to feel love.  The alternative, without the mighty counsellor, is to get an electrode attached to the fold of your brain that perceives elation and happiness and just hit the button in your pants.  Remember the woman with the issue of blood. Did Jesus make her well or was it her faith; her faith in Jesus? 

Don't let your ears hear what your eyes have not seen.  Remember that it always starts with the question;  "...Did your husband really say he would never leave you?"  It's not too hard to follow feelings and that was your granny's idea. Your ears are hearing the feelings but it was probably an extra Spanish onion in his burger from that nice lady who made the burger special at Big Buns Tomatoes and Pickles R' us. You thought he was cheating; right?  Its just that he shows such nice Christian smiles and apparently he scores good field hockey goals as well...hmm maybe! What did you really want?  So sing a bitter sweet harmony when you walk down the joyfully communal high street where there is a 2 for 1 deal for everyone.  There is also a three for 1 deal in many relationships where God is in between; usually you will find this in relationships where there is an expectation of fidelity such as friendship and the other more copulative kind.  Some adoptive individuals or individuals raised by their closest brother or uncle are individuals who always want to know if someone will leave their school, wife or best friend for them(will you leave them so I can feel as if you accepted me over them?  They may work day and night to try and work the result out-its sort of weird to see it. It might have just been a movie plot.). A three-fold chord is not easily broken.
Also, google the Movie " Woke Up Alive" and there you go.

You got the Look...

Actually, you got the lineage.  The truth is that very few individuals come out with the same facial symmetry.  What is the similarity between Ashton Kucher and Kim Cardasian or Jessyca Simpson?  There is very little. What about Jada Pinkette or Kiera Nightly, Jiselle Bunches or Rushamba?  The point is that God said you were his child(Psalms 82 Psalms 82 Psalms 82) and, therefore, beautiful if you choose to believe it.  I can't look like anyone other than how God made me but I could get, like some, soo obsessed with outward approval that I could hope to alter myself one day or even put on makeup at the age of 18 years old like some( I did not) to affect the texture, if not the colour, of my skin.  It says love your neighbor as you love yourself but if my sense of personal beauty or approval in the same is dependent on how someone else feels or appears in the morning such that I am going to swap their hypo-allergenic makeup in their purse for the non-hypo allergenic one hoping they will get a rash, I deny that God is my father and that God made me good and beautiful.  You are a descendant of Maroons that, in a dignified manner, settled Sierra Leone and Liberia, won the admiration of the British Crown in the 1600's for your natural beauty and dignity, hhmmm-chocolate, and who built the citadel in Nova New Scotia Vermont. Rushamba does not give a damn what you think and she drinks her coffee in peace so leave your chineseish maroon cousin alone or be a child of Satan. Train up a child in the way they should go and when they are old, they will not depart from it. What do want to teach a child?; Psalms 27:10.