A person who has decided that it's OK to watch the clean music videos and has no doubt it's acceptable is not worried about whether or not his neighbor is watching them. If his neighbor watches them, it doesn't really matter. He's convinced in his own point of view. If it matters, then he is not sure of what he is doing. Does your neighbor have to watch these videos so that you don't feel too alone? Do Judeo-Christian people have to die of aids in your belief that if God accepts them, He will accept you too? Read the verse that says, He heals our diseases. Google it. So you need not break several laws including universal and biblical laws(do unto others...), trying to bring Judeo-Christian people with you. There is a lot of space in Heaven for sincere believers who may or may not have disease. Heaven is a spiritual place. If you fear meeting God soo much, why don't you meet Him now where you can at least run away? Otherwise, eternity could be a very distant and fearful place if you believe God is there. You don't fear being alone. He will never leave you. He will never forsake you.