Some people meditate and say "I am God" based loosely on Psalms 82 while also saying they are white enough. Well, "white enough" is a lot of work all day and maybe you picked up the emotion and tendency from Grandma who asked you if you know mango or June plum.

Some people meditate and say "I am God" based loosely on Psalms 82 while also saying they are white enough. Well, "white enough" is a lot of work all day and maybe you picked up the emotion and tendency from Grandma who asked you if you know mango or June plum. "White enough" violates Psalms 82 and you really couldn't be God but if you say it all day it will give you as much social authority as a leather skirt or a two button white coat from that nouveau  designer.  For some "white enough" meant that you had to agree Michael Jordan is White like Larry Bird but you know he isn't white. You had to agree that the Egyptians who built the pyramids were white in spite of the evidence provided synonymously  by every European, American and Middle Eastern anthropologist or Seventh Day Adventist brilliant religious scholar or any other religious scholar. "White enough" and any deceitful covenant in that vein denies God's power in you to create and to do anything. As it was said , it is "you" that is being sought for consensus and authority as a racially diverse but unified people in great and singular human purpose.   Denying the racial truth of the Egyptians is to deny the power of what you can do. It reduces and divides while you sing God bless  and shed  in racial hatred and racist historical revision.
You will only spin in subterfuge and frustration as you miss being great again. You are probably white enough but who set the standard for white? "White" although you don't know this is being to identify certain symphonies if you were to hear it. "White" is being able to write and read French. That is why you feel someone telling you something about yourself all day as you only speak English and may have eschewed education to confirm you had enough authority to avoid the formality but you would pass as White any where you go but there is another population whose attention and acceptance you seek and they must have told you that being "white enough" is evidence that you missed what they were trying to say non -verbally if it is that you wish to confess continually your sense of insufficiency. So, what do you do now? You are living in conflict.

 "White" or "White enough" could not be deliberate ignorance in spite of your thought about authority.   "White" may be a scrappy French orphan who went up the food chain but he told you that "White" must know his or her symphonies; at least some , that the Egyptians were Black and that you not only read a magazine but you shop at a magazin.   Je suis reconnaissant avec tu? Oui; Je suis! Ton ressens bon!  The truth is that the myth of having authority in your skin only without any education was handed to you by the only people who needed your continual dependency.  There is no doubt you can sing naked, twirl three times in a circle and say "this is all I have" during your French or English exam but it is 2017 and there is no doubt monkeys have been used to sit in spaceships that traveled to orbit.    You are still doing some French orphan from the 16th and 17th century a favor; possibly a governor of Louis the 15th who was castrated at birth as an orphan and told you that Europe is bad except for its finished goods and you would not be allowed to enter but be thankful since you do not need to study or else you will not have real social authority.  You must go to the socials. You must stay together like the orphans, like the rats, like the cockroaches and follow the cue in the emotions and move like a herd; kill anyone who tries to improve or change  anything until we can come back and lead you. Take what you can from who ever you can but if you are captured or killed, you will know they are not passive.  Those who forgive are passive so taunt them until you are killed.   But, try to impress people and try to show them how good you are; that you could be just as good as your creole ancestors who went back to Europe in the 1800's and say  that you know you are related.  This is the dependence for another 5000 years and you will never get away from us although we will go back to the boulevards of Paris and its treasured cafes and parks which is only two days away from the West Indies with a three sail ship.  You must be seen. You must show your willingness to do anything to be seen and to be accepted.  You never know when you will see another male or female sex operation or castration from birth or from the age of 3 or 4 who will recognize how you feel; displaced, confused and as angry as Heaven itself when someone tries to turn the natural order upside down.    You never know who will show up in costume and "maybe you could be or will be if....so cut it off or take the sex operation if you believe you will be..."  How many of you were willing to be him? He's just a graduate and black so why can't you believe it?  You see, you are very angry when you don't speak French and you did not learn the English since you were a pawn and you were told would have authority but you followed it and you are so angry that you don't speak ze french language wiz ze french accent dat you love; c'est bon pour vous! Mais, tu pourriez 'etude le langues tu t'aime!  You act like he turned water into hydrogen fuel or something.     Some of the blackest men in the West Indies with this tradition of illiteracy in the name of false authority follow this with other creoles regardless of hair texture and skin tone so that you would be pawns for the European orphans who taught you how to hold your hands with a knife and fork as you have sought to "go up" so to speak in this culture that invites everyone to participate regardless of complexion, keeping the entire Western hemisphere dependent and essentially masquerade as the former occupants of a garbage dump who arrive in North America from the West Indies at the age of 12  since 1980 right up to 2015 and beyond buy transport in container ships and then they end up in high school for two years, they get a bank job and then a government job.  The officials at the schools are usually White Jamaican who let the students in and the families supporting the new arrival pay some money under the tables.