No one is guaranteed to live up to 18 years of age or older so enjoy the free education and choose some purpose. Take it easy. After each hour of study, play some music for about five minutes. You got to rest the READY ACCESS MEMORY somewhat. The choice is a beginning and it will motivate you as you learn and grow with the outlook of being a productive member of society. You may find that your strengths lie in your natural giftings for languages or mathematics and that you may not be a people person, so instead of being a nurse or surgeon, you may choose to be a ghost writer instead of a journalist or the engineer or computer programmer instead of a doctor. Somewhere in between these various giftings are three or four career environments that include banks or insurance companies. Your goal is not to treat your children, when you have them,as functions of your insecurity should you speak to them any way you wish but as responsibilities or friends but certainly as individuals that you will treat in the same way you wish your parents treated you (The adage that one should do unto others as you would have them do unto you applies to children-see Mother Goose or th golden rule. It is not necessarily biblical but it seems to work in the classroom, on the roadway, football fields, playing fields and in most homes). Who was Anakin Skywalker's father anyway? A good tutor, Sunday School or Academy Teacher should have been enough if he had a divided home like many these days.