There are some people who take their privilege and the fact that they were not required to go to school as a cause for terrorism and attention seeking.  They may have a public performance apprehension as the children of Hoover(J. Edgar) but terrorism is the last solution.  The lack of the knowledge of self  and the lack of self realization cannot be the result of privilege but it could be what one uses as the cause  or motive for  self or communal destruction. But, you could take your destructive tendencies and turn them into a passtime until you are honest with underlying emotions that provoke this kind of anonymous high fashion expressionism or exhibitionism with Johnston and Murphy boots on your ivy league souls while you hope to retire afterwards to your designer faucets.   But, what if there is no safe place to which you can retire afterwards...anywhere?  It took a while for someone to decide there is nothing wrong with a peace in Israel amongst Arabs and Jews since they live in peace side by side in the Hamptons and exclusive Atlanta.  There will always be lots of "hard to find" rpgs in urban areas that can take high positions above a road on a preset course of travel to the airport.   The FBI from 1992 to 1996 will tell them before, during and after that they did their best. Work with a friend who is excited to work with you.