A Poem.

He is a devil. Did he send someone who he hoped would make him feel equal in terms negative health and really little happiness; really little? In spite of the fact that men may fail you, you do need a man or woman for companionship but not for unconditional love. I am not that man's brother.  Why do you have any shame as a quarter black person?  This did not begin until Darwin when some dark haired lady from Germany made him aware of his dna; that he looked like her 1/4 black grandfather. They had photos of the 1/2 black great grandfather. Why do you eat chalk? This did not happen until Darwin wrote. Emancipation and the bible say all men are created equal just around or just before Darwin wrote. He died a Christian though and verified that his only intention was to confirm, like Genesis, that creation is an evolutionary process beginning with life coming out of water. The last step in the evolution is the origin of man and whoever abused his theories should not misunderstand his effort to demonstrate the climatic adaptation of man and species in that all men, all humans, are equal.  But, what will you do with a nervous German illiterate chick? Maybe you could write something that pulls back the social and economic efficacy of emancipation and the bible in the name of science. Some people are just terrified of equality.   Maybe you learn how to control phone lines that run on VOIP and fibre optic cables on networks that leased from old Ma Bell infrastructure for the same reason so that you can have and feel what you want.  But, it's kind of illegal as the offense of the interception of communications.  There is no doubt that the black Boondockville boy went to Law School because "HE DID IT!" like Star Wars and won several family law, civil litigation and criminal law matters. The evidence is in the writing.  So, nobody is perfect.    So, you made a deal with his client as you told him he is fearful and follows the precedents and the rules. You hedged on the court shield to see who is running the country and then screwed everything up while you threatened people's lives and by so doing, you took hegemony.   You also threatened who is running the country with the false threat of a nuclear device.  You called her office once a day.    Do you associate design and designers with homosexuality? Could you design a better career where you can spend time with functionally supportive women all day who read at least seven scenes of a Shakespeare play? Who is more masculine than a male tailor; at least most of them if not all?  No one here is a designer though.  We just promote bible verses and design the occasional T shirts or the dress shirt.  Read some poetry now. They, men or women, cannot provide unconditional love and are certain to fail you in that regard if you burden any man or woman with that responsibility. In fact, you will have failed yourself as you frustrate them with your continual testing,  poking and prodding of that individual to see if they will leave you . A genuine companion cannot fail you as they will have to opt to love themselves more and above and beyond your abusive testing and self doubt; or else they wouldn't be who you believe and know them to be as someone who believes in God but who cannot be your own personal savior; your own personal Jesus Christ.  Christ is who you need to accept as a living soul. Say it ("Christ is a living soul").  So, decide to be with someone. This is all the love you need. This is all the love they need and hopefully you like the same kind of bible translation and salsa bands from Trinidad, Cuba. Your name is? What did you say?  Who is she? You are not to call any man father on this earth except but your Father in Heaven but you can honor them. Do you find yourself holding on dependently to people or tennis players and chiropractors who follow this simple wisdom as if you need to just hold on to their school pencil case or eat the grape seeds he or she fed to the frog outside? Does that make any sense? Just give a big donation to a church that will set you up with a nice wife and support your family growth. There are many ironing boards in the sea. Why would you let any ironing board leave you wrinkled? If it's not working and you have been faithful, then walk. I'm not going in there. Why would I go in there? But, you said you need power. You will give your keys away while some people are just thinking about the family and what is best for that family. Do you remember what you talk about at funerals or wast it just to covet some young cousin's newest bosom buddy? Bosom; get it? Did you see the last three? Did you stay with any of them? He is about to think of someone else but, she is really just the same one he is with and the same as the other three. He's never been with any of them though really. What about you because he really does not mind. He would prefer that you marry one of them or all of them and never leave them and promises to wrap a rubber band around a photo of you and all of them so that you will feel his continual support and he will just find a nice cashier at Muji who is polka dottish in complexion and a very good GED who understands conversation and communication 23 hours a day with one hour reserved for copulation maybe; get it? We are not here to objectify food, vehicles or women. We are here as men to enjoy families and enjoy God's grace.  Love one. There are soo many but, like a dishwasher, they have the same functions and all work the same almost without fail unless they are sex addicts or carry a tremendous burden of shame who just cannot believe anybody loves them and who will leave anyone if someone suggests the can of coke your purchased feels stale.   The reason why Bambi crossed the road was not only to get to the other side but to ride a mustang for life; just the suggestion is enough.   Are you a mustang? Did you look at Bambi's eyes? Bang is for hunters with guns killing prey. She needs to talk jungle cat man.  So, if your eye or hand offends you , do not necessarily cut off your hand or take out your eye but cut off your cable subscription or change the channels.  You are her chauffeur for the frozen yogurts. You said you tried but did you know that no one is going to help you step out of the authority they are under? Who is your father? What were you asked to do? Did you respect them? Go. There is another ironing board around the corner although she may still get stuck up and jacked up with herself but she is honest about it. Is it Catholic or Seventh Day Adventists? Give them $5000.00 each and then you will have the power to forgive anybody; including yourself or just go.