Do you have three sons and the one with the darkest and naturally tanned complexion is always being asked to clear the table. He is also the youngest. Do you find that when you ask them all to paint the fence the darkest one put an extra coat but when giving them treats, you gave the other two kids three milk duds but the dark one only got two? His tan is the product of your liaison with a Cuban called Carlos. Your name is Myra. The other two kids are the product of your liaison with a white Brazilian on the 1970 Brazilian world cup soccer team.
Your father had a "Pirate" gene and its just that he showed you in little ways that he just had to feel superior based on superfluous notions of difference. He was also a little Spanish and German but the sun works on the genes and their expression. He always thought the youngest was a good son and his favourite actually. He was just so playful really and loved to dance a lot. He was so thankful for the ice cream and that was all the validation he needed to respect himself in senior kindergarten and beyond. Read Psalms 50. God gave you icecream too and so seek His approval. You are His favourite along with every other child. Seek His approval.
Now, your brother was also influenced by this "pirate" gene and did not want to let you know how he felt about your art work. He told you it was uh cute. He resented your creativity but broke into your house and thought you would never figure out the issue. He was a "pirate" and wanted everyone to doubt you and your creative work. He wanted to compete somehow so he lithographed them and said he would show you he was better somehow by selling seven of your lithographed paintings and judging you every day, treating you as if you were as good as dead. That is a pirate. He does not create it but is so turned emotionally to stealing and TAKING and he has a bible in his coat pocket. He always felt conflicted and had asked you for sex a few times. You said yes one time too many and finally he gave you aids. He left his two wives because he thought they were there for his gratification really and not friendship and the truth is, a good relationship takes two. It is friendship in the very essence. It is not about finding opportunity to devalue or depreciate as if you need to find a better washing machine or dryer with the long long long enduring rinse cycle. 15 minutes should be good enough and that machine has never failed to please so why get upset if your new love shows up two minutes late with the dinner from Belive in Chu Thai food. Never call a man a "dog" again. You see, dogs mate with dogs(right?) so you are only accusing yourself when you say men are "dogs"and shooing the Holy Ghost out of your life and his blessed answer for a manly God fearing husband. Your father is a man so is your grandfather. Be thankful and read Psalms 50. When did that saying start anyway? Rosie the Riveter has an idea on that. She was unique to her husband's neighbours.
So sit well on a commuter train and you might find there is a woman or two who gets on at the same time who likes to sit beside you because you are just cosy. You are cosy because you learned God is your father and loves you very much. You might have thrown eggs at a school with your Irish Buddies at 11 years old when you snuck out of your mother's house to hang out after she went to bed around 11.30 pm , but that was sort of fun. It wasn't your school. You got to an age of responsibility at 14 and decided that the word was more than a story and the Lord himself made it real to you just before you had a chance to be asked to get a girl pregnant at 14 in your first semester of new High school or asked to take drugs. You confessed throwing eggs. Read Proverbs 1. There is nothing wrong with pregnant but you felt it was so stereotypical like an afterschool special and you chose the word that now felt real to you at that critical time. That pastor at Christian camp finally hit home with his $100 glasses and cool golf shirt. He must have been an insurance salesman because Jesus and the gospel felt like a good template from 14 years old and beyond. It was a good deal so you followed. If she wants to get pregnant now, that's ok because you already graduated from High School and being a McDonald's crew chief at this stage is pretty good. You can get a new Kia on that salary or a nice SEAT made by Volkswagen. If you are a "Pirate" Jesus knows you so do what you are doing and do it quickly.
Your father had a "Pirate" gene and its just that he showed you in little ways that he just had to feel superior based on superfluous notions of difference. He was also a little Spanish and German but the sun works on the genes and their expression. He always thought the youngest was a good son and his favourite actually. He was just so playful really and loved to dance a lot. He was so thankful for the ice cream and that was all the validation he needed to respect himself in senior kindergarten and beyond. Read Psalms 50. God gave you icecream too and so seek His approval. You are His favourite along with every other child. Seek His approval.
Now, your brother was also influenced by this "pirate" gene and did not want to let you know how he felt about your art work. He told you it was uh cute. He resented your creativity but broke into your house and thought you would never figure out the issue. He was a "pirate" and wanted everyone to doubt you and your creative work. He wanted to compete somehow so he lithographed them and said he would show you he was better somehow by selling seven of your lithographed paintings and judging you every day, treating you as if you were as good as dead. That is a pirate. He does not create it but is so turned emotionally to stealing and TAKING and he has a bible in his coat pocket. He always felt conflicted and had asked you for sex a few times. You said yes one time too many and finally he gave you aids. He left his two wives because he thought they were there for his gratification really and not friendship and the truth is, a good relationship takes two. It is friendship in the very essence. It is not about finding opportunity to devalue or depreciate as if you need to find a better washing machine or dryer with the long long long enduring rinse cycle. 15 minutes should be good enough and that machine has never failed to please so why get upset if your new love shows up two minutes late with the dinner from Belive in Chu Thai food. Never call a man a "dog" again. You see, dogs mate with dogs(right?) so you are only accusing yourself when you say men are "dogs"and shooing the Holy Ghost out of your life and his blessed answer for a manly God fearing husband. Your father is a man so is your grandfather. Be thankful and read Psalms 50. When did that saying start anyway? Rosie the Riveter has an idea on that. She was unique to her husband's neighbours.
So sit well on a commuter train and you might find there is a woman or two who gets on at the same time who likes to sit beside you because you are just cosy. You are cosy because you learned God is your father and loves you very much. You might have thrown eggs at a school with your Irish Buddies at 11 years old when you snuck out of your mother's house to hang out after she went to bed around 11.30 pm , but that was sort of fun. It wasn't your school. You got to an age of responsibility at 14 and decided that the word was more than a story and the Lord himself made it real to you just before you had a chance to be asked to get a girl pregnant at 14 in your first semester of new High school or asked to take drugs. You confessed throwing eggs. Read Proverbs 1. There is nothing wrong with pregnant but you felt it was so stereotypical like an afterschool special and you chose the word that now felt real to you at that critical time. That pastor at Christian camp finally hit home with his $100 glasses and cool golf shirt. He must have been an insurance salesman because Jesus and the gospel felt like a good template from 14 years old and beyond. It was a good deal so you followed. If she wants to get pregnant now, that's ok because you already graduated from High School and being a McDonald's crew chief at this stage is pretty good. You can get a new Kia on that salary or a nice SEAT made by Volkswagen. If you are a "Pirate" Jesus knows you so do what you are doing and do it quickly.
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