Distilling Zion in Molecular and Spiritual Gastronomy. You are not really apathetic but choosy. You can have it your way. What was this all about? What do they really want? If I told you this was the antithesis of Macuna Matada, what would you say? Ah ha haaaah! Ho ho He he Heeeee!

I brought you into this world and I will take you out. I brought man into civilization and I will take you out...but I am the white now though yet everybody brought the world into the beginning since everybody was black then, me too, and I own all the nukes or can decide when they are released by virtue of ascii code as designed by a high school student by mistake in a class take home project to build a cash register program with if, and or gates and the code was shorter than what was expected but worked and was thought of being capable of making anything work or turn anything on and off so they put it in everything starting with defense machines and then consumer products that were, by design, satellite communicative. I know you are worried about feelings and wealth but who cares how anybody looks? It would be better if people were civil to each other. Now, if you are white now, then that's ok. Maybe you have the privilege and superiority. Good. But, everybody goes to school regardless of race but you know what they tell you about the other people to instill that expectation of superiority and the privilege and you know it's really hog wash. So, in the end, you may not work soo hard with the logistical (aka systemic but you got all the cash now for quite a while) affirmative action in your privilege and superiority but everybody else doesn't really know if you are doing the home work or the tests except their non-white parents can't tolerate a C and they will kill and shout up and down the house for 45 minutes which is just the potter molding the clay, glory!! Hallelujah!! Hillsongs!!, and then you still have your privilege and superiority feelings whether or not the Tribe on the Quest, James Legend or Cotillion actually finished the exam but they seem to have to finish it and if they confessed less than a C, would you invite them to the shindig with Corey, Marcus, Shane, Cassidy and Sunder enjoying the Spectacular now down by the river bank with Hammy and GP cooking the uh chicken?  Maybe you would if they brought beer with their part time job as a national guardsman and that's not a bad idea, being a guardsman, since getting more than a C could be the economic and social target zone if you don't have a non-white father as a non-white person who will remember the burden of his cussing with a C or less. He really should back you up, not abandon you, when you graduate. This is what I do and I really shouldn't be anxious about my privilege or my superiority since I know I could do it if I wasn't told to confirm my family's privilege and superiority in the system by not doing the work as told as Pop said. So, my grandmother or my mother should not be anxious about you the non white graduate to follow you around and sabotage your coming and going or your attainments since what does it really matter as we never gave you our secret after you after dinner with us at 14,15,16,17 years old and we did say we liked you around very much since you are not like, well, the others, you know on tv. That's all I really know since I was there when she said it and she hugged you too and then walked away. TV..that's it. So, there is no need to ask who his family is because you made him...in your distillation of Zion. May it never change. Do you know Lawrence Welk? Do you know June Plum? Do you know evil? Maybe you had a sibling of some kind who showed you and is still showing you although black lives apparently matter. Yes. I think you do. But, who are you, with only 70 years to live on average, to put a permanent licence of death and decay on the world forever? You just have to be...dunce hat!  Now, don't worry if a black person has to study four times as much to be considered an economic white and competent in the work force even though you only really need grade 8 and with all the emotional and societal support  and forgiveness in the world if you crash the A320, you can really do anything with a little instruction. The black guy will finally figure it out when you told him to just feel like he did the snake in the wall at the frat house so that we might be equals.   He will certainly put a sex for hire ad in the local news or a polite marriage ad that makes it clear that he has commodified his body although it is a wedding ad but you can make the best offer in your negotiation and stay for ever or use for a few weeks or a night since he is clean as a Christian but you have to pay of course. The monthly fee was $10000.00 per month but a pro rata or per diem arrangement can be made.  It is just the reality of a broken betrothal because someone offered the female betrothed $5000.00 per month if she let go but then it turned out to only be $500.00 per " you know" and after the first one, she got full blown herpes and then aids on the second one so that she can never be with her male betrothed.  She left any public witness in the church and now only attends once a month and was told she couldn't sing the hymnal any longer.   They sent the videos to the church from the hotels.