If you have a racist, uneducated black father who is trying to use you for your education  and also for your name as if your name is a title or a job and who walks around saying he is you and who also gets nervous if you are not perfect in public although his nervousness is unfounded since you are proven performer in spite of his cutting of break cables, what does that really say to white people and their racism when they may give you a black A( a b+) for A grade work? What do you do when that same black father wants to think that if you buy a cup of coffee at Dunkin donuts, it has to have a secret code or that it is a prototype?