You have a task to improve life and the experience of others. It will make you feel good about yourself and appreciated. You will never worry about how other people feel in comparison to your self because that is just evidence of your negative self image. It doesn't really matter what you do at night alone with others as you attempt to cope with the feelings that stem from failing to forgive your parents or that other person in the village(community that raised you-it takes a village to raise a child and to also burden a child with some idiot's fear that they might do too well or feel too good about the inspirations and talents God gave them). If you hurt yourself, just wear make up or mask the feelings in time for the next public appearance or you could just cast your burden finally; finally!! Now you are at rest and in purposeful living.

You have a task to improve life and  the experience of others.  It will make you feel good about yourself and appreciated.  You will never worry about how other people feel in comparison to your self because that is just evidence of your negative self image. It doesn't really matter what you do at night alone with others as you attempt to cope with the feelings that stem from failing to forgive your parents or that other person in the village(community that raised you-it takes a village to raise a child and to also burden a child with some idiot's fear that they might do too well or feel too good about the inspirations and talents God gave them).If you hurt yourself, just wear make up or mask the feelings in time for the next public appearance or you could just cast your burden finally; finally!! Now you are at rest and in purposeful living.