Did you ever wonder what it would take to drive you to become fixated on another human being and their various expressions of human potential; especially when they are much younger than you?  Some people live with these feelings 24 hours a day; always thinking about someone and how they feel and what they might do with an A in grade 11 academic High school american history.   In spite of the age of the individual, you remain fixated as to what they might become. But, why and for whom?   In some cultures, they worship being able to cut the throat of anyone who gets an A in school just for the authority and this is no matter how many churches you open in their communities or their countries after more than 150 years of communicating the message of family and community.